maybe i'm not cut out for a job like this. i seem to be the only one realize that it is impossible to finish a job i used to do in 2 week and finish it in 2 days. am i the only sane one here? is it worth it to sacrifice quality over speed? i do not understand how barclay operate, i don't know if it's a london thing, but these people are suicidal idiots who wants to just put something on a fucking report that means nothing other than, hey, i've done some work. tada!
it's really getting to me.. don't get me wrong, i've done some long hours before, working 30 hours straight, hello? but at what point do you say, dude, this is a load of bull shit, because really WHO THE FUCK IS GOING TO LOOK AT THIS? i just, i'm just so lost and frustrated... to me, these people have no idea what the fuck they are doing and they just want to come in and start taking over. i know integration is hard, but c'mon put in some effort?! like saying hello to your new colleagues? these people seriously need to take out the damn fuckin stick out of their assses.
to be frank, leh operation was huge compare to them. i'm not gonna say we had the best of everything, but our infrastructure was much better, our people was better. they had 5 floors in nyc, we had a whole building. they couldn't even fucking process our payroll for god's sake, b/c their system couldn't handle it and needed to borrow our people. we used to do hard core finance shit that these people have no idea what it is, because all they care about is fucking stupid shit like, oh this this person sign off on this paper to show they have reviewed and approved it? how many fucking papers can a person sign? it seems like that's all they do at bc, fucking signing paper and not doing real work. they care about how to do shit to the book, rather than seeing the real result of the work done.
I AM SO FUCKING PISSED I WANT TO PUNCH MY STUPID FUCKER MANAGER IN THE FUCKING FACE AND TELL HIM TO GO BACK TO FUCKING LONDON, FUCK FACE! argh!~!!!!
i need to take some fucking crazy pills so i can be crazy with these people. i seriously do not get paid enough to be doing all the work i've been doing. it's fucking 2am and i need to be up at 7am, and yet i'm so fucking angry i can't sleep.
need to stop checking work emails.... sigh.... I HATE MY LIFE!!
7 comments:
HUGS
can u get transferred to another department?
now is not a good time for job hunting but i do get a lot of calls from head hunters so maybe i am wrong
hope u find something else then
*hugs* Breathe girl! Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale....now, get your gorgeous self out there and kick some British ass! :D
hey doll
WORK SUCKS DONNNNN IT!!!...sorry to intrude but i read your blog every now and then...im a what you call a "bitch lurker"...one who lurks like a shadow but never says helloOoOo...well anyway im a sucker for all things pretty & full of pictures...but in tune i actually read through your non pictorial posts and i find you well....bitchtastic and funny...
cheer up kid...this job pays for all things chanel and prada...but i hear you on the backend...thankfully i have a boss who has an asian fetsih...but anyway...there is a message to my madness
Im hosting a dinner in NYC this weekend with some blogger gals...i think you would be perfect in the mix...were all pretty much established and crazy...so if your interested shoot me your email so i can send and evite...dinner on Sunday?
xo
PINK!
Dude I totally understand, this must suck!! What sucks the most is that you want to quit while the country is in this economic crisis... if it were a piece of cake to look for a new job right now it'd be okay, but... it's not.
Hang in there! LOL @ crazy pills... if you find some make sure to hook me up!
yeah right!!!!...
i live far and beyond the boston scene you will never see me hanging out at pure or whatever the asian gang bangs go too...boston is a cest pool of all things im not..drama filled fights at chow chau city is not what i call classy...LOL it's not my scene dude!...it was when i was 15!!!!...but i slowly retracted and i only come out on minimal occasions! and if you mention my name to anyone...you might even hear a "hmmmmmm" or i dunno where the hell she went...and id like to keep it that way...and lord if anyone finds out about my blog!!!...im fucked for sure!!! keep it peepers!!! please!
i frequent NJ and NYC alot...mainly NJ for mitsuwa and to look at cute puppies and to spend 8 bucks on toll...we should hang out in NYC...im sure bitches like us can bitch all day over a damn good bowl of ramen! hahaha
small world aint it...but oh so very neat
You must have some connections in NY, especially working in such a prestigious firm. Have you tried contacting anyone to see if you could find a position elsewhere? It's super tough right now, so before you quit, make sure you'll be able to find a job soon after!
Hang in there! If it helps, share some crazy stories about those London folks! =P We'll be glad to read them.
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