Wednesday, July 8, 2009

smile.. though your heart is aching.. smile.. even though it's breaking... when there are clouds in the sky..

you will get by...

since last night hearing michael's brother singing this song, it's been in my head over and over again.

today's been a great day. a better day. i know sometimes i sound like i take my life for granted. i've got a job, a healthy body, a great family and supportive friends. i know i'm asking too much from life and only placing my attention on the things i don't have. i only hate myself for thinking negatively and putting this burden onto my parents. i hate having them seeing my weakest saddest side.

days only get harder when i think i will never recover. but when i think i am just fine and there is nothing to recover from, i feel like tons of weight lifted off my shoulder and i felt free. no matter what it is, no matter how hard it is, i know, i will get by...


this is taken a while ago, when my best friend Judy was still living in NJ. i had just broken up with my bf, gone to overseas work assignment for a month, and came home to an empty apartment. i made it through then, i can make it through now. plus i have the daisy cutie to keep me going. i miss her so much.. my little tenderini <3

7 comments:

Jamilla Camel said...

Keep smiling and see you soon!

fuzkittie said...

Aw! You and Daisy! <3

~Mel said...

i miss daisy too!!! hope you are feeling better hun!

MiuMiu said...

you've got daisy with you, so you're not alone =)

Syn@3sTh3sI@ said...

agreed ! don't hate urself becoz u r so wonderful n u r absolutely nothing wrong at all... nothing to recover from... kekekeke... Let go all the unhappiness and open wide ur arms to accept all the best wishes and happiness... Cheers..

Jet Driver said...

Almost a week and no blog........bad!

Jamilla Camel said...

Hi Folks! I did indeed have dinner with CBB and she is doing much better! I hope to meet up with her at Selfridges on Wednesday!


Jet Driver: Never knew you were a follower of CBB's blog...hello! See my blog for pics of our lunch!