what a diligent beauty blogger..

on the london tube with my Lush Time, hahaha.. this is on my last london trip. my coworkers made me their personal beauty consultant. every night we held a beauty Q&A over dinner. hahaa.. fun time fun times.

the feeling of being able to help out others is something i love about being a beauty addict. aside from the times i get the dirty looks when i spend hundreds on what other people think is "useless shit", i'm still glad i have this hobby and able to help other women feel pretty and confident.

alright, enough with the oscar award speech.

i skipped happy hour today to come home early, have a quiet dinner with my girl and watched The Millionare Matchmaker marathon. being tipsy every night is really taking a toll on my body. a night to relax is necessary for the soul.

WENDY!! girl, email me!! you go ghost on me.. let's chat through email. ok babez?

i'm going to record and hopefully upload a video tonight. stay tuneddd... =)

hater alert! i'm so scurrred...

Anonymous said...

Wow, that is so skanky. Only girls with low self-esteem would do that, seriously...

hi anon!! omg.. awww.. i'm so hurt.. wait, let me wipe my tears away.. *sniff sniff*

did my skankiness turn you on baby? i know you like that. i have such a low self-esteem that i'm taking charge of my sexuality and command to be done the right way. i guess it takes a really low self-esteem to do that. *sniff sniff*

don't be bitter, maybe u need to be fucked too. how about you save the time to hate on me and go suck some dick. don't choke on the cum darling. skankiness can be dangerous... *slurp* seriously... lol

aaahhhh.. i love me some haters.

how's everybody's wednesday? i did absolutely nothing at work, it's slow when the london devils are not here. speaking of london, i'm going to london in 2 week for a week-long training. i'm so dreading it. i hope london is a little better this time. then a few of my coworkers and i are going to paris for a weekend.

just booked my china trip. going back 4/29 - 5/15, yay~!! i'm going to shanghai and HK to see my friends, then Indonesia with friends for some beach and fun. should be a fun trip. can't wait to shop, eat, catch up with old friends and soak up the sun on the bali beach.

massive review coming up. i have been buying a whole shit load of stuff. just too lazy to review them.

OH! i'm so excited about this weekend!!! i'm going to meet some of my lovelies from beauty blogging world. yay!!! sunday morning i'm going to a spa treatment, then meet up with fuz, mona and melanie for brunch and an afternoon full of shopping and fun. can't wait!!

laterz my pretties... talk to you real soon!

booty booty bootaaayyy..

i haven't been a good blogger but i have really good reasons...

i have been... bad... *blush*... i've been busy getting booty.. hahhaa...

my ex and i have been done for 5 months now.. and i've been on the DL with the whole dating/f*cking scene.. i didn't know how to come out of my shell after being with the same man for 3 years. and i was never the booty call type, ok, i had random nights, but nothing was ever like steady booty call kind of thing.

so anyways, i tried to recycle this ex i dated back when i was 16. i took his "virginity", so to speak, hahaha.. and i remember it being a rough night... so he's been trying to get with me again.. i know i have no real feelings for him, so i asked him if he'd practiced in 8 years, lol. he said he's been practicing, blah blah, lol. so i was thinking, ok he's harmless, i can get with him for a little night cap. well, that went NO WHERE, please refer to the previous post.

anyways, fast forward, had a happy hour with the coworker which got a little crazy. gray goose and me had good ol' time that night. i called the above ex, b/c he lives 2 blocks away. that little shit head was still in school - law school. argh, damn it. that's annoying. so i told him i'm leaving at 12, if he's not back yet, then forget it. spent more time with gray goose, he texted that he's still in school and he's sorry. whatever. next thing you know. i was at my condo with somebody else. hahaha.. i'm not gonna say too much. he's someone i know and never been with romantically. i was too drunk to really remember wha was said, but my clothes came off. we didn't "do" it per se, but we got intimate. so anyways, he followed the first amendment of the booty call and left before i knew it, hahhaa..

so while this night was going on, i was drunk texting. i texted another ex, a guy i've been with on and off 4-5 yrs. things didn't work out with him b/c he couldn't stay faithful. but the sex with him was unbelievable. so i thought why not, i don't need him to be my bf. and he's always made himself available to me. he used to drunk dial me all the time telling me how much he loved me and missed me in his life. oh get this, for the past 7 years, he never dated anybody but me. i was the only girl he brought home, the only girl he brought to weddings. wow, so for the past 3 years i've been with my ex, he was still single. so long story short, i decided to text him back from the text he sent me 3 months ago.

viola, next thing you know, we are meeting for drinks the next day. so we saw each other again for the first time in 2 years. drinks were flowing and i was still tipsy and hung over from the night before. we talked about old times and what's been going on. then the subject came up. i told him straight up to stop it with the games, b/c i don't need a boyfriend. but he'd make a great bootaaayyy call. hahaha.. he was actually taken aback for a little bit. he kept on saying i was special, blah blah..

no, no darling. i don't wanna be special like that. no need for lovey dovey here. we are grown adults. we can get this going without all that fluffy fluff. so we agreed on the booty call status. i had to make sure there wasn't going to be any "feelings" or false expectations. i don't need any more head aches. i just need to be f*cked. is that so wrong?

so anyways. i got what i wanted and it was exactly how i wanted and now i am happy and grining ear to ear. it's that glowwww... =)

soemtimes i feel like girls look for relationships b/c they are just horny.. if you can get the sex part taken care of without all that committment, you won't feel like u absoutely need to find a boyfriend right away. hey, it worked for me. for 5 months, i felt this pressure like i need to meet someone, someone special, someone who's gonna sweep me off of my feet. then i realized shit dont happen that way. instead of waitting fot the knight on a white horse, i got me a knight with the right equipments, that's all i need... for now.. hahahaa...

sooo!~ anyways.. this is just a none beauty related update with my life... hope my little piece of life can bring some laughter in your life.. cuz sometimes u need to laugh in order to stop yourself from crying... hahaha..

HAPPY HUMP DAY~!!

another video update! wwoohooo i'm on a roll!

first let me introduce to you my baby daddy.. anthony bourdain.. i watch no reservation religiously and i adore him in every episode. this man has so much soul and passion for food and life, i just wanna do some real nasty things to him... puwahahhaa.. sike, jk.. that'd be gross..

by the way, he's from around where i am, fort lee, new jersey! he my homeboy yo..

ok, now onto the real bizness

obviously i figured out how to use iMovie, b/c you can see my much improved video blogging skills, hahaha.. i added words in them! taddaaaa~ aren't y'all so proud of me?

this is a casual eye makeup tutorial. most of the time, this is exact how i do my eye make up, just with different colors. i don't have a lot of different techniques.

since y'all asked me so much about my EYE BROWS ^.^ watch the video carefully, b/c it show you how i draw my brows. not sure how helpful this is, but drop me a comment and i'll dedicate a post to just eye brows.. =)

it's monday night and snowed like a mutha fucka up in this city. gusty winds and snows coming at you side ways. but i made my way to the gym and did my run and some weight lifting. then came home and made some spicy tom yum veggie soup with octupus... yummy in my tummy.. and now i'm gonna go run a warm bath and drift to sleep with my baby daisy..

how was your monday night?

video update! *gasp* yup she updated.. haha

i'm hoping this way of updating would be a little bit easier on me. i'm a lazy blogger, i admit that. i salute to those who updates daily, fuz, i'm talking to you. i have no energy to update once i get home and my work blocked blogger!!! omg, everybody probably thinks i've fallen off of the face of earth without all the comments and updates.

so here is to redeem myself. i made this video back in the summer, as you can tell i was still wearing tank tops. haha. it's my base makeup tutorial. it's nothing special.. but more of less of how i do my face, but seriously though, my steps have been cut down since, i just don't have that kind of patience to do my face everyday.

without further adieu.. this is moi.. don't laugh! i look retarded doing my makeup, hahaha..

Products used:

Giorgio Armani Designer Modelling Compact Foundation SPF22

Dior Skin Flash (not pictured)

Giorgio Armani Micro-Fil Loose Powder

MAC MSF in Gold Spill

Guerlain Terracotta Blush & Sun in Sunlight 01 (my HG blush)

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Today's FOTD.

Giorgio Armani Designer Shaping Cream Foundation SPF 20 (thanks Jamilla!)

MAC Mineralized Blush in Dainty

Dior 5 color palette iridescent in 809 Petal Shine

Nail color is Essie Foever Young

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this just happened while i was updating the video.. which is taking forever!!

so i was supposed to meet this guy up for dinner and some booty... hahaha.. anyways, it's an ex-bf from ages ago, but i thought i should recycle and at least for it to good use. physical needs have nothing to do emotional needs, right? so anyways, he's been asking me to go out for a dinner for a while now and i've always turned him down... my excuse was daisy.. how i have to walk her and can't stay over night b/c i need to feed her walk her...

so this boy have gone as far as looking for a dog walker for me in my area. now, that's some determination... so i finally agreed to dinner and a night cap tonight, i have a conference call early in the morning and he lives 2 blocks away from my work, which is great, since i'm not a morning person..

i dropped off daisy at my friend's place... i'm tellin' you having a dog is like having a child... gotta get the baby sitter set up before agreeing to any dates.. haha... so i dropped her off and came home to tidy up a bit.. and started thinking about how weird it would be to talk to him or how the night cap would go... so i procrastinated... and started updating my blog... totally dreading this so called "date"..

i'm more than 1 hr late.. and i was thinking... ok, fine, i'll go, i need to at least break it in.. hahaa.. ya know first time with a guy whos not mr. H. then he called, i was all like, so sorry, gotta take care of something at home, i'm leaving soon... then he says "oh no, i'm actually really sorry, b/c my parents just called and they wanted to stay over my place tonight since they need to be in the city tmr and it's going to snow. and bluh bluh bluh.."

see, usually a girl would be pissed to be dissed right? but i'm like jumping up and down... he's all like "i'm soo sorry, i really wanted to see u,.. i feel really bad" i'm all like.. "DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT! it's cool it's cool. let's plan another time then, ok. "

aaaahhhh.. i just hung up and phone with him and feel relieved... this is so freakin' weird.. i used to be so ok with booty calls and one nighters... and now i've just became this prude.. cock blockin' everybody coming my way.. i think i'm gonna focus my booty call candidate to those i don't know.. i'm too self conscious to do it with someone i know..

anyways, not that you guys are remotely interested in my life, but i thought i'd write it down.. to remind myself what an idiot i am sometimes, hahaha...

$5 lunch!!!

Yummm... So pretty I don't want to eat it. Yumeko would be proud if I
told her I made it. Sadly... No.... Whatever $5 is still a bargain!

spooning leads to forking...

the spoon looks just like me... round pan cake face.. hahaha

miss princess daisy just waking up.. man is she dirty.. time for grooming...

her throne.. haha.. the care bear towel is from japan and she's totally using it as her sleeping rug

view of manhattan outside my window... look at those disgusting bare tree branches.. NY during the winter is so sad...... makes want to move away..

this entry has no particular meaning or purpose.. b/c angie mentioned that i have a nice window, i decided to show everybody what's outside of that window.. it is one of my fav. feature of my condo, the manhattan view. i'm looking at the empire state building as i am typing this entry. sometimes you forget what you paid for, and you stopped enjoying the things you worked so hard for..

i need to learn to appreciate more and stress less. i'm getting more grey hair, i'm getting wrinkles, i'm getting tired more. is it worth it?

argh, i know what i need.. i need some spooning and forking!! hahahaa...

hope your week's going well ladies. love... cutti