Now it's Sunday morning, I am in my apartment by myself. I got up at 8am, with no one but Daisy by my side. I thought I'd feel better by now, all the anxiety would be gone, but I still kind of feel it. I'm trying to ignore it. It only helps a little..
I'm going to get ready to head out to the city. My roommate made an appt to meet up with a broker to look at apartments. I want to say I'm excited, but I'm not.. Maybe it has hit me yet, but I am moving out soon, to Manhattan. But my mind is so consumed with anxiety, I can't think straight.
I still feel anxious whenever I need to drive. It's the craziest thought, because I have been driving since 16, up and down Boston to NJ, 4 hour trips, all by myself. Never had a problem with driving, but right now, I feel anxious. Isn't it so weird?
On a happier note, I did a tiny little bit damage at the Heathrow Terminal 5 Duty Free. I got 2 Guerlain Rouge G, it's only 19.95 pound! got some Clarin lipgloss and double fix mascara, b/c there was a promotion. I will swatch the Rouge G tonight. My skin's been so bad lately, but I did a FOTD today anyways, I will add to this post later on.
bye for now. time to apartment hunt.
4 comments:
Awww, hope you're feeling better. I *hate* turbulence. Good luck with apartment hunting too!
hahaha... arghh.. i hate turbulance, nauseous feeling is bad. u r a tough girl, not to worry about u're feeling anxious abt driving... sometimes we all do have this kind of weird feeling too..Just like someone u're facing everyday, suddenly u feel this person is like a total stranger to u. Some kind of weird thoughts inside u and it will go away soon. Really love to c ur FOTD soon.
i'd be so freaked out if the plane circled around like that..hehe..i'm probably the last person anyone would want to sit with, plus i gotta take motion sickness pills!
fell better =D
HAHA! You got the Rouge G! Good for you!
It was really great to see you in London!
Hang in there and enjoy Manhattan! Let me know how you do.
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