1 Month

exactly from the last time i updated. i've disappeared from the blogging world, but never assume i wasn't lurking around ladies! i do keep up with everyone's blog, i just cant comment.

i think my lack of update is due to the slightly "depressing" mood i have been feeling lately. nothing really excites me. i have not opened any thing i bought from my trip. i wore make up twice in the past month. overall, i just feel like a big ass "WHAT THE POINT?!"

it's been raining every day for 2 weeks in NY. my mood is already dampened, now so are my clothes, and my hair. well, enough of the pissy talk. everyone's got good days and bad days, i just tend to experience the bad days more than the others. life is full of obstacles, so let's grab the bull by the balls and get on with it!

news!
1 - i'm moving into the city, manhattan. looking for a roommate and a room. so any of you ladies want to move to manhattan, holla at me. as long as u r ok with living with a 10lb shih tzu, everything else we can talk about.
2 - i'm going to london for work for 2 weeeks in july. y'all know how much i LOVE london, NOT!! it's probably gonna suck ass like every time i've been there. but i will try to make the best out of it. hopefully meet up with jamilla! and definitely buy my first Rouge G at the duty free.
3 - my hair is fried to no ends. i permed my hair in china, and went to bali to surf and dunk my head into hot spring. yea real smart. so it's really frizzy and super annoying now. i have nappy ass hair, and i don't know how to deal with it. so i think i might have to cut it. but it's so long now and i love my mermaid hair...
4 - life sucks.

that's about it ladies. i don't my vent to bring anybody down. it's just life as is. what chu gonna do? my therapist told me what i am feeling now is usually what people don't get to feel until their first divorce. i tell ya, $30 a session with the old man, and he actually said something enlightening. thanks dude, i will just get on with my post divorce life at 24. fan-fucking-tastic.