Wednesday, April 30, 2008

random update

thanks for all the replies ladies. I understand that makeup junkies like us always try so so hard to hold back on buying anything, b/c really, who NEEDS all these make up? we've only got one face, and sometimes it's the best to just chill out and go au naturale.

with the economy the way it is, everyone's feeling the pinch in the wallet, and I don't blame y'all for being indifferent about the products I listed. They aren't the most LE and hard to get products, so I think I might just list them on MUA and see how things go there.

However, I will keep on listing more products and if you do catch something you like and think the price is fair, you know where to find me~ stephanie.y.wang@gmail.com

so i haven't had a lot of time to do picture updates. my GMAT is coming up on 5/10 and I honestly haven't studied that much yet. Work's been kind of busy, well, work's always busy, there really isn't much down time. I'm looking into doing an international transfer to Corporate Strategy stationed in Shanghai. But I took a closer look at my resume last night and thought I've jumped around too much. 8 months at my last job and 11 months at my current one. Total experience is more than what they were looking for, but how does it look for me to transfer again not even fulfilling 2 years of service at my current position?

It's really difficult to decide what's the best route to go about your career when you don't have a mentor. I don't have the industry and career knowledge to know what's best for me out there. I just go along with what life throws at me. Opportunities don't come knocking on your door if you are not out there looking, especially in a city like Manhattan, everyone's a go getter and shit talker. But for now, my strategy is to sit on what I have now, try to get promoted to show leadership potential, and apply to grad schools to see my chances. I know I'll always have a fall back plan, I don't believe I will go out of job any time soon *knock on wood*, plus I'm so young (not even 24 yet), I have time. and that's the best asset to have, as long as I capitalize on it and use it wisely. That's my game plan for now...

H "supposedly" moved down completely. well, it's about time. In the 2 years I've been with him, more than 1 1/2 of our relationship is spent apart. I don't think I can handle long distance relationship at all. If he's not by my side, then wtf is the point of having a boyfriend? I don't do mental relationships, I need him to be with me physically. I get lonely easily and often I find random people find ways back into my life by just "being" there. H talked about moving down since March 2007, it is now almost May 2008, and he's not even completely here yet. I'm pushed over my limit. Some days I feel like I can't live without him, but most of the time, I feel like life may be better without him, it's just I don't want to live without him. I CAN, but I don't WANT to. Tell me any other 23 yr old in the big apple is desparately wanting to be with a man in a committed relationship. This is about the only one, y'all. If I dated in the last 1 1/2 yr, god knows how many banker and lawyers I should have been with. But I decided to stay with a chef from Boston. I tell ya, if it wasn't for the food... lol... man... I would've been long gone~

Anyways ladies, just some updates to keep y'all posted on what's going on. I will come back with more picture post soon. HAPPY HUMP DAY~

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Good luck with everything. At least you have a job. I don't think you should go looking especially at this time.

As for love life - Long Distance doesn't work. You'll go mad.

Anonymous said...

Stephanie, I love reading your blog! I love your random updates/ramblings about life and your work. You're always so honest and real. So you live in the city? I live in NJ, basically right next to the GWB :)
H is a chef? Food is definitely a way to a woman's heart :D Hope things are looking up for you.

CuttiBeBe said...

anonymous - thanks.. i know the economy's bad now that's why i'm not even thinking about switching jobs, just an internal transfer, since they support "career mobility". don't cha love the corp. america fake ass mottos?
yea i'm totally done with long distance. i threatened to leave him if he doesn't move down as he promised. it worked. =)

grace - i don't live in the city, i can't afford it, lol. i live in nj too, by port imperial. let me guess, u live in either fort lee or edgewater? i used to live in edgewater too. i love being by the river~
yes, H is a chef, can't cha tell by my shape? lol. he's feeding me well. =)
i'm having a great day so far, weather's looking a lot nicer, puts me in a nicer mood.